My heart hurts... Hurts because James is no longer with us... Hurts for those who are hurting... It just hurts... I don't understand, but that's not my job... I woke up this morning shaking, not knowing what day it was, confused. I knew that I had been asleep, but yet it feels like I've not really slept. Either that or it feels like I've never been awake. It's just a bad dream and I think I'm still in shock... Thank GOD for being here in our time of need, our time of discouragement, our time of mourning. God, whatever will come of this, thank you for it! You are all knowing and all powerful...I ask that you help me to love You as James loved you. Give me the courage that you gave James; give me the same boldness that he had when telling someone about YOU! Let James' legacy live on through all of us!!! Forgive my inconsiderate heart, Lord. Thank you for the promise of an eternity with you, God! James, you ARE missed! See you again soon, brother! | 
